Monday, 9 November 2026

Sentinels of the under-observed




An old man is sitting under the tree, outside the café.


When he first sat down, he considered watching the people going in and out, to and from the market.


But instead he is looking up into the branches.


Where a leaf is falling.


It is autumn.


More leaves fall, and he watches them spin and twist. Dancing in the air, tumbling earth-ways. 


Some make him think of the last time he saw snowflakes.


How so long ago was that?



A young boy is standing under the same tree.


He is playing with his friend on the benches and tables that the café built for anyone that wanted to sit.


Or climb.


He stops in mid-climb, and looks at the man who is eating something bright orange. A persimmon.


The boy is young enough never to have seen one before.


It is only his second or third autumn.


But he notices that the man is not looking at the fruit, but looking up where he knows the sky resides.


He looks up too.


His friend stops behind him, and looks up as well.


They see the leaves.


They see the falling.


They have no memory of snow yet, this will be only their third winter and the previous two were mild.


Yet, they love those leaves.


And watch.


Three people watching.


One old enough to know how important and beautiful this moment is.


The two others, learning this.


They are motionless. 


Silent statues at odds with the to-and-fro of market day.


Sentinels of the under-observed

 

 




Wednesday, 4 November 2026

A Packet of Brown lentils.




You don’t know Janice.


Even if you’ve read every word of every post on this blog - itself unlikely – you won’t have met.


She works in a supermarket on the high-street, wears an anaemic-blue tunic.


She hates it.


The job.


The tunic she likes, makes her look cool.


Hot.


She’s waiting ‘till something better comes along (job wise), though it’s not clear what she is hoping for.


A union perhaps.


One involving a ring at least.


At the party a week ago her ex kissed her, and expressed interest.


She was happy, said that now they could come round and meet her mum. 


“I haven’t told her that we split up.”


It’s not obvious that the ex’s idea of union is that long term.


In fact Janice has seen neither hide nor hair since the party.


Her surname dates back to the twelfth century, it’s meaning relates to the local geography of Yorkshire.


But she would be happy to change it.


Right now though she is giving change of a five pound note against a packet of lentils.


Brown.


Then she goes back to waiting.




Monday, 2 November 2026

A shirt, a woodpecker and eternity.



 

In a forest grove - not far from here - pine trees stand like pillars reaching towards the heavens. Early in the day, sunlight streams amongst them and a cathedral silence settles over the tangled undergrowth. The only parishioners are birds and insects.

 

The hum and drone of the bees is devotional - the chatter of the birds, choral.

 

In the confessional, a woodpecker rattles out a forgiveness.

 

And a man has stopped on the track, transfixed.

 

Two white butterflies drift around him as if they are his very thoughts.

 

Neither begotten, nor forsaken. 

 

The man is wearing black shoes, black trousers and a black cardigan – but his mood is not black.

 

Besides, he is also wearing a shirt of blue and green checks.

 

A blue that reflects his childish memory of the sea.

 

A green that matches his eyes.

 

His mood this morning is one of joy – orange, like the t-shirt he wears beneath everything.

 

The man is searching.

 

Not looking for something lost, but something already found.

 

Discovering it anew is his salvation.

 

He turns and walks further into the forest, a small bird skips along the path in front of him.

 

The bird is not afraid.

 

The man stops, says hello.

 

The bird says nothing, there is no need.

 

Three horses in a meadow walk over to the gate where the man passes. All four stop. 

 

Commune.

 

On the hill before home he picks up a fossil. A clam, both sides closed for eternity.

 

 

 

 




Wednesday, 21 October 2026

At a distant side table




At a side table, under the still waiting branches of the lime tree, two men sit.


On the table is a half empty bottle of red wine, two empty glasses and two plates of pizza.


The men are deep in conversation.


Small pieces of pizza are held between fingers like oysters, each mouthful interrupts their philosophising because the food demands equal consideration.


Further along a three-piece are improvising funk, the base player’s eyes are shut and his spirit is at one with the music. The rhythm guitarist is leading the beat, and the drummer grins like a man sharing a very funny joke.


A woman walks past, she stops and starts to film with her phone.


The two men continue their conversation.


The band change tune and begin a Bob Marley song, people at other tables sing along.


“Don’t worry, about a thing…”


The two men don’t.


They could be anywhere, such is their intent.


Though they are here.


Under the blue sky, under the tree.


Under the influence of food and wine.




Sunday, 18 October 2026

A Green Jesus.




If you’ve read any of the last eighteen years of this blog you will know what I’m about to tell you. If you haven’t, you won’t. In which case, welcome, thanks for dropping in. You can catch up if you want ... it won’t take long.


I live in France.


I’m English.


I see the word pain (bread) and I still think, ow! That hurts.


I see the word degustation (tasting) and I think, do I want to? Will it be nice or horrible?


Terroir (……) It will be!


Some part of my brain decodes the codes in an un-coded manner.


A few days previously, I was in the supermarket again and I needed some washing up liquid.


You can never have enough I find, and I like to have a bottle in reserve.


Or two.


Three.


Four would be stretching it, besides I have restricted cupboard capacity.


Anyway… a bottle of washing up liquid caught my eye.


It claimed to be made of 97 per cent natural ingredients.


Good for sensitive skins.


Concentrated (I like that in a cleaning product).


And, hidden away in smaller text - in a hundred percent recycled packaging.


But what really excited me was the name!


JE SUIS VERT.


The spacing between the letters are much smaller on the label than they are in this post.


And written as two lines.


JE SUIS.

VERT.


Is it just me?


I am at least expecting a miracle in my washing up bowl.


Perhaps a parting of the waters?

 

 


Saturday, 17 October 2026

To be Continued


Reading, U.K. 1978.

 

Saturday evening outside the Odeon Cinema. (It might have been the Hippodrome of course, perhaps even the Empire – that would have been neat). Dave was looking at Bill’ - it had been her idea after all.


“Why are we going to see this junk?”


“It’s not junk,” she replied. “Don’t judge it ‘till you’ve seen it.”


“I hate robots, I hate guns, I don’t care for sci-fi.” 


Bill’ laughed.


“Listen to yourself! ‘I don’t much care for sci-fi’. You sound like a priest.”


“I didn’t say ‘much’, besides, what have you got against priests.”

 

Bill’ had a lot against priests – …………. the history of abuse, and the way they peddled an untrue story for a start.


“Religion is the opium of the masses; you know that don’t you?”


“I thought it was science fiction.” Dave pulled out a fiver from his pocket, it was all he had left from his dole money. He would rather be spending this on … what exactly? He was just being grumpy - he liked going to the cinema, had done ever since his mum had taken him to see Swiss Family Robinson and later Mary Poppins - but he had had a humiliating week.


It had begun well. 


The local community-paper had published his poem about the adventure playground and when he had volunteered to distribute the latest issue on the high street he thought it would be fun. Very quickly he learnt how scared most people were when you approached them, how fearful they were of anything offered for free, how cruel they were in the way they blankly ignored him. He had felt unclean. The only person who spoke to him all morning was the guy trying to recruit people for the Revolutionary Social Worker’s party.


“We could use someone like you. Come along and meet the other comrades.”


Dave did not feel like a comrade; in fact, he didn’t know what he felt like.


His parents had always voted for the Liberal Candidate and Dave liked the orange colour of the posters but his political opinions were still forming. 


True, he had paid a membership fee to the international Marxist party - mainly because it seemed ‘cool’ in much the same way he had switched support from Liverpool football club to Paris St Germain. He had even read Sartre’s book Nausea, though it made him feel sick more than existentially enlightened. 


And he was shocked that his friend Bill’’s parents had been refused entry to the U.S.A. simply because they were members of the Communist Party. They lived in Biggleswade for god’s sake! The town was hardly the centre of communist intrigue; more people went to the local real-ale pub than read The Morning Star. 


The pub was more like someone’s front room – no bar as such, and just arm chairs and a few low tables. The landlord- much too elderly to hurry – circulated the room taking orders and then disappeared for a while as he struggled down the ladder to the cellar where the casks of beer waited. Here he would hand fill glasses, then return, negotiating the ladder steps even more carefully. There wasn’t a great choice when it came to ordering, you could have a pint or a half. The only decision was the quantity.

 

That’s it, Dave realised. He’d rather be there than about to walk into a crowded cinema to watch Star Wars Episode Four.


 

 

Bill’ and Dave were new – as a couple - they had met the previous term at university. It was a party, a lot of drink had been drunk and neither of them could ever remember how exactly they had ended up snogging In the kitchen -they were clear, however, that it was not kissing.


The next morning, Bill’ – still reeling from the encounter- had called round. Dave was out and so Bill’ chattered with one of the other students that shared the house.


“Why do you call yourself Bill’?” H had asked.

“Why do you call yourself H?”


After that they became good friends, went on marches together, blockaded the American base one time and got thrown into the same cell for the night for their troubles.


Helen told Bill’ that Dave was out, that he probably hadn’t expected to see Bill’ again but Bill’ decided he was worth it and persevered. Their first date was to spend an evening at the University Folk Club. There, they sang along as best they could, drank tea and marvelled at the singer’s commitment.


“Who is he?” Dave had asked.

“Martin Carthy, he’s one of the best.” 


Dave didn’t know anything about folk music. He didn’t know much about anything in fact, especially women. Helen had been right; he had not been thinking of an involvement at the party. His intentions had been more rudimentary.


The following week they sat and listened to ……..


“She’s pretty,” he observed.


Bill’ taught him where to put opinions like that.


Another week passed and since the folk club had a break they went to see a show in the Student Union Hall – Viv Stanshall from the Bonzos, solo with robots.


Dave liked these robots, they made him laugh and he knew who the Bonzos were. A week later Bill’ moved in and Dave had to swap his small downstairs room with H’s larger, first floor bedroom.

 

 

 


to be continued

Friday, 9 October 2026

An Early October Premonition.



 

A voice.


Distant.

Feint.

From the other side of the ocean.


Woke him.


“Hello.”


7:47


Light.


Soft.

Just beginning.


Greeted him.


Deep inside his dreaming, someone had called.


Opening his eyes, they were lost.


Impossible now to find them.


Or even answer.




Wednesday, 7 October 2026

....is where many things are.



There was still an hour of daylight and Jack had not yet reached home.


He was tired.


His back ached. 


His holiday was over - the sea already just a memory.


He drove a little further and then stopped at the edge of a field, got out of the car and stretched.


Overhead birds were circling, others were resting – like him, but on the telephone wires stretching across the fields of unharvested, burnt-out sunflowers.


Their heads drooping as if they too were exhausted.


He returned to the car, and the engine - coughing back into life - startled the birds.


As one they rose into the blue October sky and continued on their way, heading south.


Jack was heading north.


Each to their own.


Home.



Monday, 5 October 2026

One Katie? Not enough.





One mile from her home, Katie stops and picks something from the grass at the side of the road. Then she starts walking again.


It’s hot, the sun is fierce so she is wearing a hat. She stops again and picks something else from the grass verge, and continues on her way. 


Away from where she lives.


Two miles from his, Jack pushes a little harder on the pedals, the road here begins its edgy climb to the village. 


He can see Katie but because of her hat and his weak eyesight he hasn’t recognised her yet. He sees someone stooping to the ground every so often and wonders what they can be gathering, it is not mushroom season. Too hot. Too dry.


He is almost level before he sees who it is, shouts a greeting and asks what she is collecting - Katie is known for her skill in the kitchen, as well as her local knowledge of plants and flowers. 


She says something in reply, framing a word he doesn’t recognise. His hearing is equal to his vision, so he makes a half turn in the road and pulls up alongside. 


“Show me,” he suggests. “That way I will recognise it.” 


He is already imagining the feast he will prepare later, though secretly he hopes it is a summer mushroom of which he is until this moment, ignorant.


“This.” She holds up a short length of faded blue plastic. It looks like a straw.


“What is it?” he asks. “It looks like a straw.”


“It’s a straw,” she confirms, confusing jack a little more. “They are everywhere; the Dolphins hate them.” Jack looks up and down the road, not a dolphin in sight.


“Ah, that’s why I haven’t seen any then.” It’s an old joke, one he likes. 


The sea is many many miles away.


“When they resurface the road, they just throw them in the grass. It’s a never ending plastic waste.”


“How far are you going?” He asks, concerned that she will still be out after dark. “The town?” 


The town is not as far as either the sea or ocean, but it’s a long tramp.


“No, only as far as the Dolmen, then I’ll check the other side.”


Jack is ashamed. 


Katie doesn’t have to do this.


But she cares.


About where she lives.

Here.

Near the town.

On this planet.


Jack wishes her well and cycles on, but slower now.


Not because of the hill.


But because of the plastic which needs to be recycled sustainably.


Something that is not happening if it remains in the grass.


And one Katie is not nearly enough.