I think it is time for bed.
I no longer swallow the wine I am drinking but hold it in my mouth until I know that I want to spit it out.
And the cat has appeared, he does so when he thinks I should be asleep.
His name is Pablo.
He may be named after a painter, perhaps after a Columbian drug lord. It is also possible that it is not his real name.
He tells me that snow is not far away.
“In time?” I ask.
“Or distance?”
“Miaow,” he replies.
I open the door of the house and stick my head outside. Only my head, the rest of my body remains against the radiator.
It is glacial.
The outside.
The radiator is welcoming.
The bed promises to be warm, once I have lain down and added my body warmth.
Once the cat has settled alongside.
It is not mid-winter yet, the shortest day a week or more away, Christmas lights in the villagers only now making show.
The Christmas tree is still in the ground.
Thoughts of digging it up, taking root in my mind.
Not tonight though.
Now.... I think it’s time for bed.