The bedroom is dark, she is still sleeping
and the sun has not yet risen.
The cat follows me in.
I have never waited for this day, never
wished its dawn and would trade my soul for it not to be.
I stroke her hair.
I will not cry, that will be later.
The kitchen is dark too.
The cat has followed me here – he knows.
I select a CD randomly, hoping that something
will ease the moment.
I draw Leonard Cohen.
Probably an error.
By the time I reach the highway it is not
dark anymore.
It is grey.
It is raining.
The sky is fit for pigs and I have a mood
to match.
And Leonard sings “the night you tried to get clear”.
And the tears come.
2 comments:
Don't be lonely don't be down go and enjoy the dinner that was made so lovingly to cheer you up by your other kinder.
I love you daddy! I miss you see you soon xxx
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