She said - Ok, so you’re not ready to forgive. And closed the door.
He waited, she would come back eventually.
When she did, he said - It’s not about forgiveness, there’s nothing to forgive. Choices were made, stuff was said, time moved on.
She said – It’s not the people, it’s the situation.
He said – it hurt.
She said – I know.
He said – It still hurts, that’s all.
She said – you want it to hurt.
He said – I don’t , I want it to be like it was before.
She said – it is.
He said – no, it isn’t, it won’t be until new choices are made and stuff is done.
She said – your annoying.
He said – I don’t mean to be, it’s something to do with complicity.
She said – how?
He said – and trust.
She looked at him, she decided to listen.
He said – there was love.
She said – there still is.
He said – maybe love is too big a word, but there was trust and complicity.
She said nothing.
He said – they didn’t trust me completely, I would have trusted them all the way.
She said – so?
He said – so our complicity was broken.
She said – If there was complicity.
He said – I think there was.
She said – maybe there still is.
He said – maybe, it would be nice.
She said – make it happen.
He said – I can’t.
She said – why not?
He said – we have to be together, we aren’t, so there is no complicity.
She said – I don’t know if I understand.
He said – If we are together, it won’t be the same, not at first.
She said – so it hurts?
He said – yes.
She said – do you like it?
He said – I don’t think about it.
She said – clearly you do.
He said – I’m sad, but it doesn’t matter.
She said – listen to what you are saying.
He said – It’s no longer important.
She said – That’s sad.
He said – that’s what I said. But for now it’s not important.
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2 comments:
we are complex creatures.
you have clearly not forgotten how to love
hope not ...
because it's all you need x
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